want to be alone

Until now i'm 23 years old. These things happended before changed me a lot. I donot need to miss some gril and tell her what had happened for me. Most time i can handle everyting around me.
More than one year ago, a gril named wj came to me and we fall in love quickly. She is just like a little girl, usually needs someone to take care of her. Actually, i cannot stand this recently. I suppose she should learn to care about others.
Anyway, i just want to be alone. I donot need to worry about someone, especially a little girl.

it's a long long time

I donot know why that i cannot login on this blog. So as you can see it's a long time i havenot post anything here.

And today suddenly i can check out this blog. Maybe it's an amazing day today.

Today i waked up at 8 o'clock . i suppose there is something i need to do . But i cannot remember what it is. Anyway i waked up. But quickly i found anything to do. It made me feel boring. And i get in bed to read some books.

I read , and i understand alll these patterns in the book. I found i used many patterns in my game engine edge. Maybe i should write an article about the design in Edge. Maybe i can title the article , that's cool .

Currently i love my girlfriend WJ. She is an amazing girl in my life. I even donot know there can be a person who can makes my life so happy. That means , when you miss her, she can make you smile and be happy from the bottom of your heart. I donot know how to express that. But whatever, i love her and of cource she loves me as well.

Thank god.

the happy day

I have got a happy day today . In the morning i wake up at seven o'clock and i turn on my computer , i want to get the internet . And after doing that i continued my sleeping until nine o'clock . Then i watched a film though it wasnot an exciting film for me .
Er.....what can i express next ? i've no idea about that actually . So i should stop here . :D . Donot mind what i have talked here please , because i am really not a good english speaker . Just forgive my poor english . That's all today .

i got it

Today i finally finished my work . The fucking work really makes me feel tired . When i see my mario game running on the PXA270 platform i smiled . I know i really got it .
I hope the coming June i can make a simple life , easy and happy . I want to have a rest , reading some books , and do some free research .
In the past May, i have writen 10 thousands codes. But these codes are not good to improve my programming abilities.

And tonight i slept from 19:00 to 22:00, i walked out and suddenly i missed my girl yoyo . The girl usually called yoyo is a good girl , shame , lovely , and the clearly character of her is that if she loves someone, she willnot love anyother boys . Her love is single as you know . She loves me and of cource i love her too . I know i really do know i still miss hn, but i think that cannot stop my love to yoyo. Later time i 'll forget hn all .

That's the english writting practice today . good luck to anyone loves me . :)

the busy month , busy life ?

I've to say recently month i 'm so busy with my work . Programming some games, make the project in progress in my university etc . i'm so tired of these things but i donot know how to escape from them . you know i cannot escape but must face them . So , i have to just keep game coding . And some teachers already have give me some warnings about my study. i didnot go to classroom to study but only stay in my bedroom to code . So the teachers told me , you i continue not to study i will restudy the lessons .
some bad news , my english becomes worse and worse . i always found it become worse and worse . but i donot get any method to improve it . i usually tell myself i 'm so busy with my programming work .
maybe ,i hope that i can get well with my study . it's true, i really donot want to give it up . you know i always want to get everything well . :D .
i hope that i can post many sentences here more often . Hehe, just for fun .

the first post here

as you know i love playing some games like this anywhere on the Internet . Writing some blogs, posting threads on some forums , and now you see i begin to write essays here . just for fun , and maybe i willnot post any essays here anymore because this blog seems not good for me . :)